The last Saturday

Ahh...weekend has arrived again. Weekends are the best, because its the only time where I can do my favourite activity, laze around and waste time. Yes, this is an unforgivable act, but I can't help it. I love the feeling where everything in life just take a break, like pressing the 'pause' button in the middle of a racing game, the soothing feeling is indescribable.

Every week I look forward to Saturday, the day I let myself do this. However, as time ticks by, its becoming more and more impractical for me to continue this. Home works being unfinished, sleepless nights to TRY to catch back on home works, all these which I understand and realise should and must be discontinued.

So stop, I must. Until AS examinations is over, I will try with my very best to not waste time anymore. I guess this is part of growing up. Sometimes, you'll have to make sacrifices; pleasure for future, self-interest for majority good, and sometimes even seemingly unachievable dreams so that other things in life can move on as normal. *sighs*

So that's it. That's the end of relaxation, the end of the feeling where everything just pauses for a moment, the end of me, well, at least until AS is over of course.