You don't see me - Keane

yeah its song lyrics...but i find it so meaningful so i paste it here...go listen :D!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Om907zo8x2w&feature=related
why i find it nice? see the lyrics also know adi la...lol...
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Like beautiful dolls
All made up and bright
Radiant people in splintering light
All moving at the speed of life
Reflected in each other's eyes
But you're moving so fast through this beautiful scene
You don't see me
You don't see me

Oh truly we are a fortunate few
Who turn on your axis, revolve around you
All spinning outwards from your sun
Passing your reflection on
In your hurry to grasp everything that you see
You don't see me
You don't see me
You don't see me
No, you don't see me

Such a beautiful view
I guess you've seen it all
But you, you see nothing at all
Such a beautiful view
Shining so bright
Shining so bright, so bright

All moving at the speed of life
Reflected in each other's eyes

But you're moving with such irresistible speed
You don't see me
You don't see me
You don't see me
No, you don't see me
No, you don't see me

Terima Kasih

Sama-sama

Alas, its a new year mate-ies

Ah, 2008 is gone. Holy crap I'm growing so quick I can barely remember what happened yesterday, I mean last year XD! Okla I remember lol.

2008 WAS a beautiful year lol. I still remember when the year just begun, college is easy like pie, new friends are friendly like flies(they always so close and intimate to you like mosquitoes XD), and of course, there is no emoness in me like Sharmaine and spice(she will cry if too much spicy stuff lol XD).

So then, you, the lifeless person who's not doing any better stuffs on a beautiful new year but instead went and read this blog, yeah you, ask me "why you use the word WAS? Is 2008 somehow destroyed in its later months?" Ah, I wouldn't say destroyed but more like a sudden increase in ups-and-downs events lol. Lets imagine the earlier part of the year as a straight line in the middle, nothing particularly happy to remember, yet no sad events too. But the later part is like a sleeping S shape graph!(scientific term will be sinuous graph XD) There's plenty of unforgettable sweet memories, but at the same time plenty of emoing and so on and so forth lol.

Well, last year is last year. I know I've done my part, live through the last days of 2008 with my pals, and I'm content about it. So hopefully, the straight line life I'll be having again can eliminate my emoness again because emoing is tiring!(not my choice la! I'm always bad luck. Don't ask why XD)

Speaking of emoing, if you are reading this(who is this "you"? duh it's so obvious I'm talking about you lol), please don't so emo adi! Where's all your reasoning skills? When I was lonely, you always like to stuff me with logics and reasons or even religion materials to explain to me why I shouldn't feel so lonely, or at least why I shouldn't let it affect me so much. If you told me that, please tell yourself that. Otherwise I will shout "HAH! I was right to be lonely and you were insensitive that time and thought logics and etc will make a person not lonely XD". Okla I won't but don't emo.

And then there's you, mistakes always happen in life. But if you've done it, stop regretting what you've done. It's good to regret but it's no use if you're just gonna emo about it. What's done is done. So you must learn to accept the consequences of your action. Denying or hoping doesn't help at all.

And finally, its you. You're kinda my least worry because you just have so many places to look for comfort, security and advices. You're easily hurt and I know that but I wouldn't worry too much. However, just a word of advice, nobody will say "i'm not important" if they don't feel it in the first place. So you cannot only blame the dudes. If all of us are trying our best to change for you and her, I don't see why you shouldn't change for us no? Lol.

Ooops! Lol! I'm so sure they are gonna say "omg you don't know what you're saying cuz you don't even know what's happening". I loled if that happens. Crap, so much emoness in this post I should stop adi XD!

Ciaoz 2008...yo 2009! yumcha? :P