Imagine...

You were hit by a car.
You were rushed to the hospital.
Through the items in your wallet, the hospital was able to contact your family.
Being the closest friends you have, they somehow found out about the accident and rushed to the hospital as well.
Doctor says "you have 5 minutes left...say what needs to be said".
And tears start pouring.
And then you look at your parents.
You apologise for you have not had the chance to repay the debts as a child of their care.
For you have no had a chance to show them how much you love them and how much you need them...
And how much you just want to make sure they live like royalty...
And then you divert your attention to your siblings.
And you tell them take care of themselves and your parents for you have to go first.
And you tell them sorry for the disagreements and fights in the past.
And somehow they don't recall any.
You turn your head to your friends.
You just couldn't find the words to say.
You made a joke, a not so funny joke at all.
But everybody laughed with tears in the corners of their eyes.
Because this might be your very last joke.
And finally you look into her eyes.
You just couldn't resist to say that 3 words kept buried in the bottom of your heart for decades.
You gather up all your remaining strength and tries to say it out.
Yet somehow, only silent whispers were given out.
There's not enough time.
So much to say
So much to do
So much to obtain
So much to fix
And then comes the last tear from your eyes.
Staring at the ceiling muttering the words "I love you...."
And she heard it...

GARENA!!!

WHY CAN'T I FIND ANY GAME!!!
I WANNA CRY T_T

Have you ever...

Walked on the streets, and suddenly saw a very old man who looked very lost? I dunno why but whenever I see these types of people, I will have a very great feeling of sorriness and regret, as if I've done something very wrong. Looking at them will suddenly make me realise that what happens if in the distant future, my parents are like those people? Looking lost, walking around. You know. They might not even be in any trouble, yet the look in their face just places tonnes of weight in my heart.

Sigh... It's so weird you know. When I see the similar type of people begging money, I don't have the similar feeling. Why when they ask me for aid, I don't feel sorry. But when they are just minding their own business, I feel like that? Is that some sort of undiscovered moral weakness in me? I really don't know man.

This kind of reminded me of a dark past. Something I have never told anyone and probably will never will. It should remain as the past and I'm thankful for everything I have today.

Haih. So cham la they all. I just can't stop feeling bad for them. Haha! Stupid me. That's all for tonight I guess. Stay stupid Seng XD!